Existentialism

 February 22, 2021

When you realize that different realities aren’t physical but mental- so when you are shifting into a new reality you are really seeing your same world with different eyes- and you can choose to see it however you want with your ✨intentions ✨& 🍃manifestations🍃 and basically be a completely different person which can make it feel like a different world. Only experienced drug users and meditators have experienced this, bc the natural man is so far from being able to attain these powers that they have to completely aligned their bodies mind & spirit with truth and love so that you can be aligned with the elements and they have to bend to your will because your will is truth and love and that makes sense to them so of course theyre gonna obey you. What do you think Jesus Christ did for 30 years before he started practicing miracles??? Meditation and aligning his spirit and body with the ✨beyond✨ aka universal, aka universal power and love, aka god but there is no god because the word god limits the power that exists out there and we are not able to comprehend or understand it UNTIL we become aligned completely. 


Also then you can shift realities, who knows maybe Jesus never left earth after the resurrection, he’s just in another reality?




You can only live for yourself as long as you don’t forget to live for the people who are around you. If you’d like people to stick around while you are living for yourself, you have to include them and let them grow. 


To do the impossible to survive the unsurviveable there is always a way. In the face of the impossible we’re inspired. Today if you become frightened, instead become inspired. 

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