Dear Reader,
January 24, 2024 It's been made clear to me, over time and through conversations, that my brain health is ~not so slowly~ declining. I am sure there are studies proving a connection between mental illness and dimentia. Sprinkle in brain injuries like multiple concussions, and a rich maternal family history of alzheimers and dementia, and you get one foggy-brained thirty year old. It is my pleasure then, to write to you- dear reader- so that my life may not go unnoticed or forgotten. I regret not writing more, especially during my college years, or even just writing about the happier times. As you have probably noticed by now, I am a sucker for psychological masochism. I like to psychoanalyze myself to prove there's something wrong with me. As if I can finally be who I want to be if only I can decipher what is wrong with me, and change it. Here's the thing though, I dont actually need to change anything about myself, except for maybe my attitude towards myself.